My last week =(

I feel like it was yesterday that I was at work with them asking me not to come in anymore because it looked like I was going to pop at any second...little did we know that the day they said that to me would be my last day and Jack would make his entrance in to the world the next day. Where have the last 4 months gone? I can't believe that a week from right now I will be getting my stuff together to head back to work =(

I guess I am one of the lucky ones, my mother-in-law will be watching Jack 2 of the days here at home, Joe will be home with him 2 days and then the 5th day I will be home with him, yep, I have been lucky enough to only be going back 4 days a week. As great as that all sounds it still hurts and kills me that I won't be with my boy all day every day. =( I know I'm not the first to ever have to leave a baby to go back to work and that others have it worse but I am just not handling this well at all. I am only thinking how awful it will be to leave for work that morning and how hard it is going to be ='( Ok, now that I have myself in tears all over again I will end this post here. Please pray that this week will go by nice & slow for me. I will be enjoying and savouring every last moment with my precious boy this last week at home and will of course be taking a million pictures to bring and put all over my cubicle!

Oh wait, one more thing, how could I forget? I took Jack to have his 4month pics taken since we never went for 3 month pictures due to his meltdown that day. He will be 4 months this coming Sunday so here they are:







xoxo,